Thursday, October 22, 2009

Random ramblings in a hurry

I was out of time for a few days and am leaving again, explanations later, just a few things I have to say before I catch my train.

First things first: I had five entries on my PIF giveaway, and since it's not a lot more than three, I have decided to stitch a little something to all five of them! Congratulations, everyone's a winner! Please post the PIF picture on your own blog, it's up to you to decide if you will choose three people or more. I will find you all in e-mail as soon as I'm back.

Kathy has a special giveaway on her blog, if you want to participate, you have until the end of October. Hurry up!

I have made major progress on my Permin kit, I will get you pictures when I'm back. 

I'm deeply saddened and relieved at the same time. It looks like the divorce that has been looming in the distance is finally happening, hubby is looking for a new home and has agreed to file for divorce next week. I should be happy because this is what I wanted, but I am terribly, terribly scared of what will happen now. And how I will explain to my child. I fear she will blame me for everything. I'm so scared, I can hardly eat or think straight. But there is no turning back now. Also, I had a huge argument with my parents that turned really ugly... so right now I feel more alone than ever before in my life. Keep some fingers crossed for me please!

7 comments:

Carolyn NC said...

Sorry about the upcoming issues; try to take it one day at a time. Keeping you in thought and prayer. (hugs)

Gaynor said...

Been there, done that: you will survive and better a happy home than a home with constant conflict or unhappiness. Your child will be fine. Congrats on the Permin kit.

Kathy said...

Sorry to hear about your upcoming divorce but better that than living with arguements, pain and contant strain. Your DD will understand one day.
Thank you for mentioning my giveaway. Keep stitching it often helps keep the stress under control. At least it does for me.

Carol said...

Hang in there. Everything will work itself out properly.

Please do try to eat though. You need to stay fit for your darling daughter.

Meari said...

Your fabric looks nice, Jade. Hang in there.

Aussie Stitcher said...

Sending positive thoughts your way Jade.

glenda said...

It will take a bit, but you will come out of this better than ever! Your daughter will only see how much happier you are :)

Good job on the fabby.