I want to look pretty but I don't want anyone to notice.
I want to be attractive but not attract people.
I want to listen to people but I don't want to talk to them.
I want to start new project but I don't want any new WIPs.
I want to know everything that happened to me but I don't want to remember.
I want to know how the story ends but I want no spoilers.
I want to travel but I don't want to leave the comfort of my home.
I'm hungry but I don't wanna have to eat.
I want to be more womanly but I prefer being seen as a person.
I want to discuss ideas but I don't want to argue.
I want to learn new things but I want to practice the old things.
I want to buy stash but hate spending money on stash.
I want opinions but I don't want criticism.
I want to hide but I want to shout.
I love my job but I hate to go to work.
I hate smoking but I love cigarettes.
I hate being depressed but I no longer know who I am without it.